Can you believe it?
Boo made it home in one piece.
Let me just say, July 4th couldn't come any sooner.
Hiding out in the cave of the winds, shhh.
Really though.


New job at Vector soon, sales marketing rep. Me? Really??
15.00 an hour, I'll be whatever you want.

How do you even go about doctor visits by yourself? I hate the waiting room. I hate paying bills. I hate working everyday of my life at a really underrated job just for the money. I hate having my debit card lost and I hate when my car doesn't start.

FML.

Shoot for the stars, full scholarship.

Just touching bases and wanting to say oh how I wish the way we once were.

So I'm late, what else is new.
Starting the new year off right, keeping myself busy as usual, making way more money than I thought it was legally possible for me to make. Mardi Gras coming up in February, can you feel it?! Big group this time, all my bros and hoes, three trucks deep this time =]
Everytime I make a resolution I keep it so I've really got to think before I commit to it.
2008 I definately stayed real to myself, and i definately gave out a couple of overdue "Fuck Off"s to those who couldn't, or simply didn't want to take me for how I am. I really think this year is going to be about pacing myself, to stop biting off more than I can swallow, let alone chew.
This is my vow, to you, in 2009, this will be the last time I say this...

Find you.
Be you.
Stay you.
Love is real, feel it everyday.
Fuck the rest, it all comes easy.

And stop hating, it really makes you look stupid. The people you're judging could probably give a fuck less about your exsistance.

<3

so ready to vote

smile :)

do yourself a favor and skip to 2:48
or watch it all just make it there

it's funny where life paves it's roads. it's not regret. just memories. sometimes sad. sometimes. you just want what you had. it's like everything flies right fucking by and you look back and wonder where it all went or if it was just lost in the move. i'm so grateful for what I have. for where I am. with who i'm with. but it's the missing. it's the missing that hits hardest. imagine Cori watching Brokeback, i'm sure she gets what i'm talking about. might be trite. indeed. it might. but it envelopes you with this swift "come back to when you had no worries" kind of feeling and then the world grabbed you by the balls. i feel so far away from the closest friends I have. I have acquaintances. fair enough. but taking into account how quickly things seem to sling past, I don't have time or energy for anything more. I don't feel like me lately. I feel like me encumbered. like me plus. or minus. or whichever way you look at it. like in the middle of a pond with no preservers. Ineed some kind of change of scenery I'm not used to liking this. i think I have something to say but I think there are too many things to say and that will confuse what I want to say about how much there is to say. my heart it thinks too much. didn't read the job description apparently. What a pain in the eye. Your stomach hurts my head it makes me feel lonely. but I just want to see the independence of infinite dry particles of sand.

i haven't eaten much today.

My days haven't stopped running into one another in over a year now.
Life is crazy to me, I bullshit you not.
Mom is M.I.A., I'm finally making money and keeping it.
Things are looking up actually, blah-zay blah-zay blah.

( If you have an intellegent ideas to carve in my body )

...let me know.

today is a bad day waiting to happen.
but he never fucks me over in the open when i'm waiting.
then again...
8+2+3+2+8
bounnnnd to fucking happen.
no way around it.


shoot me in the dick.

has become more of a fashion statement than a political statement.

i think no one really finds that symbol to resemble harmony and unity among one another but its more of a fashion trend these days.

its great how the fashion world can completely strip something of its meaning

so with that being said

this is for a future party
most of the party rock songs that wouldn't provoke drunken fights, i've got them.
check out the list

( add any and everything related )

listen to this song as loud as you can and dance.

( *click* )

i just have to let it be known that every morning i ate ihop.
the drain in our shower was filled with dirt and refused to drain. so instead of fixing it we were moved to the 4th floor in a wayyyy better room. moved our shit and crashed.
woke up. watched a lot of tv, then we left.

all the parades were over :[ ( but i took pictures of the floats :] )

( things to see )

and then we got to bourbon

( lmao, and oh the people to see )

this is long overdue
umm, lol
i don't remember much at all.
but i do remember cohutta, screaming after him, and him turning, smiling, and throwing me beads.

( can you say set it off )

can all my loves come down for this one year please

on the drive Kevin makes me say a bunch of things in French, and I beast everything until I realized the French don't give a fuck about how it's spelled they say it anyway they please :[

gauthie is pronounced "go-chae"

anyway, we get here, think about going to see vampires and walk down the longest hallway in a hotel ever.
he upsets me.
we leave.
park.
( wandered around )

The dawn of a new year should be no one's excuse to start something new, you should have thought of that before. (: Therefore, I have no new resolutions really, but I can tell changes are ahead, and i do have aspirations. Like, to not go to jail (: I don't know why the first update of the year is so lame, I've got many things I want to say. This might be deleted just to kind of start it off right.

just let me go for now i'll be just fine. don't you know, don't you know, now that i'm [back] on my own.

freedom like this has never come to me before, i fucking love it.

this is the start of something wonderful.

welcome.

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